This is ME!

I hate gender roles and stereotypes. I love cooking and doing household chores. DIY is my favourite. I love kajal and i can carry it well. I dont give a damn about people saying men can't wear kajal.

A secularist and rationalist. I personally am not sure to define myself, as I am mixed of all emotions and to say I am “so and so” is a lie. I laugh, cry and what not.

I love space a lot and always been baffled with science. A strong believer of science. Though I’m not a science major, my interest in science is never ending. When I look back in time how my interest in science began, I couldn’t believe it was all love that made me so. I began reading Osho a long back and his views impacted me a lot and I believe I have become a better person than I was. That doesn’t mean I was a bad person then.

I was vulnerable back then and now I accept the fact that we all are vulnerable, and it is just fine to be so. There is nothing to feel bad or regret. I have been through complicated relationships and yet I am fine with it. And now I believe, for a person with my temperament, relationship is a no-go. After all, what is life with only goods?

But wait. Is it bad to fall in a relationship and if things dont work out, letting the other to be themselves a grave mistake? Nah... Love is Love no matter you are with the person or not. You always respect no matter happens.

I know this is quite complicated and at this very moment when I pen this, my stream of consciousness is running through a dark space travelling to an unknown planet, amongst the abyss and debris.

I love the sea. Ok, wait. Do I love the sea? I’m just thinking… Ok, I don’t love the sea but I’m wonderstruck with its vastness, ability, solitude, composure, kindness, anger and what not. This is not with the sea alone. It is with everything, from trees to communication.

As a literature major and believer of science (which is always logical), I do my research on language and how all languages have few things in common and of they have something in common, how did this common factor come into place?

I read a lot of non-fiction, watch a lot of TV series but not a great fan of sit-com. I love watching something that is very deep and intense.